I am so busted. A few days before the holidays, and I still haven’t got my presents ready. Work has been tight, with the year-end reports to finish and holiday parties to attend. I still got a few things to wrap up before I head-off to my trip. But time is short. I have deadlines coming up. I’m actually cramming right this very moment to get everything finished. I hate my laziness; I blame it on my non-existent social life.
But you know what?
I just realized that all these trials, deadlines, and pressure are here to make me commit to my responsibility better, even if it’s freaking hard.
There are times when the anxiety makes me suicidal, but that’s not the attitude.
The feeling of finally getting the fruits of something I worked hard for is incomparable.
And in a few years, I’ll look back to everything that has happened, and just grin. Then, I’ll tell myself it was all a good memory and a worthwhile experience.
So, whatever problems come my way, I’ll just enjoy it. Feel the trial. Fall. Cry.
Perhaps I need to start on those presents now. I’m feeling a bit ecstatic and in a shopping mood after writing this post. Happy holidays everyone!
But you know what?
I just realized that all these trials, deadlines, and pressure are here to make me commit to my responsibility better, even if it’s freaking hard.
There are times when the anxiety makes me suicidal, but that’s not the attitude.
The feeling of finally getting the fruits of something I worked hard for is incomparable.
And in a few years, I’ll look back to everything that has happened, and just grin. Then, I’ll tell myself it was all a good memory and a worthwhile experience.
So, whatever problems come my way, I’ll just enjoy it. Feel the trial. Fall. Cry.
Perhaps I need to start on those presents now. I’m feeling a bit ecstatic and in a shopping mood after writing this post. Happy holidays everyone!
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